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Hello?

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I can't believe this.

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Mom.

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How?

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Van may have mentioned it.

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I have to sit down.

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This isn't happening.

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Please. It's okay. I'm just happy to see
you.

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Please. Please don't worry.

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Hey, I'm really glad to see you.

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And glad to see you doing okay.

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You are, right?

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The moment I received the call, I had a
feeling it might be you.

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I'm surprised you didn't use a fake
name.

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I considered it, but maybe I thought it
would spark something.

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How'd you find me?

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That was a bit trickier.

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Had to meet a lot of women before I got
lucky.

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They had told me what you were doing,
but they didn't want to tell me where.

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You're smart.

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Thanks. I learned from the best.

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You're not disappointed in me?

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No, I...

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You've always done what you've had to do
to survive.

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And I've admired that about you.

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I shouldn't have left without saying
goodbye.

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I was... I was mad at first, but... I
understand my mom left

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Anne and I, and... And I thought
you'd... Well, I thought you'd today.

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Dad wouldn't just let anyone walk out of
his life.

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So you... So you live here?

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You know... Grandpa left me some money
when he died.

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or needed anything.

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When did he die?

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Almost two years ago.

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Oh, honey.

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I'm so sorry for your loss.

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Feels like an eternity now.

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I always liked him.

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He liked you, too.

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He'd always ask about you.

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Always pissed off Dad, but... Nothing he
could do.

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I don't miss much from my old life, but
I miss him, Van,

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and I miss you.

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So what now?

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What do you mean?

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Well, now that I found you, now that we
found each other, what

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now?

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I have a new life now.

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This makes me happy.

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It's exciting.

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I get to meet new people.

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When your dad left me, I had nothing.

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I'm not struggling anymore.

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I'm happy to hear that.

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I don't know what I expected you to say,
but it wasn't that.

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I'm not like that, you know.

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I've always thought we've had a special
relationship.

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Not like parent and child, but like
siblings.

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We did always have fun together.

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I don't understand why you married him.

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You guys were never right for each
other.

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Life is complicated.

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I was young.

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He was rich.

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He convinced me to leave school.

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Full scholarship.

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Dumbest mistake of my life.

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But I didn't think that then.

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Thought it was a shortcut to a stable
life.

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I got the husband, the house, and the
family.

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I always dreamt of, without having to
put in all the work.

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But you weren't happy?

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I wanted excitement and freedom.

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I wanted to be loved for who I was.

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Dad kept you locked up like a little
bird in a cage.

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But you haven't found someone to love
you like that?

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Who wouldn't love me?

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I'm being serious.

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Well...

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If I'm being perfectly honest, I do get
lonely.

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But I have a cat, and she keeps me
company.

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What about Van?

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Van was a mistake.

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It didn't sound like it was a mistake.

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I don't want to talk about Van.

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Well, do you love him?

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No.

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Why do you care anyway?

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If you came here to meet me just to
grill me about my life choices, I think

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best you leave.

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No, please, no. I'm sorry. I just really
needed to know before I asked.

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Okay. What is it?

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I'm not sure how to say it, but I

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want you.

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You want me.

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Yeah, if it makes it any easier, just
pretend like I'm one of the

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other guys. You know, I just called you
up.

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A stranger.

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I don't understand.

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It's hard to explain, but I need to know
what it's like.

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Look it.

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Baby, I may not have given birth to you,
but I still consider you my son.

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Can't we pretend?

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I don't think I can.

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I'm not asking you to give anything up.

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I just... I want you to love me.

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I want to feel loved.

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I can at least try.

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I've been waiting so long to see you
again.

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I need you in my life.

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Even if it's like the...

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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I thought this was a dream.

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I can't be here for you like a
girlfriend.

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I can't do that for Van either.

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I can live this life.

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I think God will understand.

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But I can't give in to my impulses like
that.

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Don't you understand?

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Why not?

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Am I just as good as any other guy?

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The thing, you're not just any other
guy.

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Your touch was the most intimate thing
I've ever felt.

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Dan said you were mind blown, but what
we just did was

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more than sex. I was intimate.

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I was loved.

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I want you to be my girl, Mom.

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I won't keep you like a caged bird.

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I want you to come live with me.

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I want you to go back to school.

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Grandpa would have liked his money being
spent on you.

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Am I going to college with my stepson?

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How will that look?

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I'm too old.

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The time for me to have a career has
passed. That's where you're wrong.

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I know you're not happy, Mom.

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Come live with me.

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I swear to God I won't touch you. I
just... I just want you to be happy.

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I love you.

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I love you too, Mom.